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Greenlights- Matthew McConaughey

I must start by saying that I looovvvveeeddd this audiobook. The audio version is narrated by the author, and he does a fantastic job. He’s an interesting guy with great stories to tell. And boy, does he tell a good story. In fact, I would like to start a petition to have Matthew take on audiobook narrating full-time. He’s that good at it!

A few of the tales are about McConaughey’s life as an actor. I particularly loved hearing about how he landed his role in Dazed and Confused. He also talks about the journey to create The Dallas Buyers Club. This was a film he pushed for that didn’t seem to have a chance but ended in great acclaim for those involved.

But while hearing about the exploits of a famous actor is cool, what’s even better are McConaughey’s stories about his life outside of work. His family and upbringing- fascinating. His travels around the world- captivating. His thoughts on life and spirituality- intriguing. I wholeheartedly recommend this book. I don’t think you’ll be disappointed whether you listen to or read it!

What my Bones Know- Stephanie Foo

Oh, man- this is good! This memoir details Foo’s quest to understand and manage her diagnosis of Complex-PTSD. It has been a long time since a book made me feel complicated emotions like this one did. Her work has the potential to make many people suffering the effects of C-PTSD feel seen and hopeful. It may also give everyone else a better understanding of the struggles that accompany this diagnosis. I have recommended this book several times since finishing it. It would appeal to various readers, especially the memoir and non-fiction crowds and people curious about Complex-PTSD.

Untamed- Glennon Doyle

I blame #booktok for this pick. Before Untamed, Glennon made a name for herself as a Christian-Mommy-Blogger and then as the author of Love Warrior. I wasn’t a huge fan of her debut title but read it due to the hype. If you know me, you know “Christian-Mommy-Blogger” falls well outside of my interests. BookTok reviewers swore up and down that this was different. After a little Google searching, I found out what was so different and decided to give this memoir a shot despite my reluctance. I appreciate Doyle’s honesty about her weaknesses and failures. She recounts times she was wrong or mistaken. She talks about learning and changing. I welcome the vulnerability. The online reviews for this one are mixed, so you might want to do more research before committing to it. It won’t be an enjoyable read for everyone, I’m sure.

Greenlights by Matthew McConaughey

ISBN: 9780593139134

Publication Date: 2020-10-20

#1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER * From the Academy Award®-winning actor, an unconventional memoir filled with raucous stories, outlaw wisdom, and lessons learned the hard way about living with greater satisfaction NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY THE GUARDIAN "Unflinchingly honest and remarkably candid, Matthew McConaughey's book invites us to grapple with the lessons of his life as he did--and to see that the point was never to win, but to understand."--Mark Manson, author of The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck I've been in this life for fifty years, been trying to work out its riddle for forty-two, and been keeping diaries of clues to that riddle for the last thirty-five. Notes about successes and failures, joys and sorrows, things that made me marvel, and things that made me laugh out loud. How to be fair. How to have less stress. How to have fun. How to hurt people less. How to get hurt less. How to be a good man. How to have meaning in life. How to be more me. Recently, I worked up the courage to sit down with those diaries. I found stories I experienced, lessons I learned and forgot, poems, prayers, prescriptions, beliefs about what matters, some great photographs, and a whole bunch of bumper stickers. I found a reliable theme, an approach to living that gave me more satisfaction, at the time, and still: If you know how, and when, to deal with life's challenges--how to get relative with the inevitable--you can enjoy a state of success I call "catching greenlights." So I took a one-way ticket to the desert and wrote this book: an album, a record, a story of my life so far. This is fifty years of my sights and seens, felts and figured-outs, cools and shamefuls. Graces, truths, and beauties of brutality. Getting away withs, getting caughts, and getting wets while trying to dance between the raindrops. Hopefully, it's medicine that tastes good, a couple of aspirin instead of the infirmary, a spaceship to Mars without needing your pilot's license, going to church without having to be born again, and laughing through the tears. It's a love letter. To life. It's also a guide to catching more greenlights--and to realizing that the yellows and reds eventually turn green too. Good luck. The short dust jacket included with this hardcover edition is an intentional design choice.

What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma by Stephanie Foo

ISBN: 9780593238103

Publication Date: 2022-02-22

A searing memoir of reckoning and healing by acclaimed journalist Stephanie Foo, investigating the little-understood science behind complex PTSD and how it has shaped her life "Achingly exquisite . . . providing real hope for those who long to heal."--Lori Gottlieb, New York Times bestselling author of Maybe You Should Talk to Someone ONE OF THE MOST ANTICIPATED BOOKS OF 2022--She Reads By age thirty, Stephanie Foo was successful on paper: She had her dream job as an award-winning radio producer at This American Life and a loving boyfriend. But behind her office door, she was having panic attacks and sobbing at her desk every morning. After years of questioning what was wrong with herself, she was diagnosed with complex PTSD--a condition that occurs when trauma happens continuously, over the course of years. Both of Foo's parents abandoned her when she was a teenager, after years of physical and verbal abuse and neglect. She thought she'd moved on, but her new diagnosis illuminated the way her past continued to threaten her health, relationships, and career. She found limited resources to help her, so Foo set out to heal herself, and to map her experiences onto the scarce literature about C-PTSD. In this deeply personal and thoroughly researched account, Foo interviews scientists and psychologists and tries a variety of innovative therapies. She returns to her hometown of San Jose, California, to investigate the effects of immigrant trauma on the community, and she uncovers family secrets in the country of her birth, Malaysia, to learn how trauma can be inherited through generations. Ultimately, she discovers that you don't move on from trauma--but you can learn to move with it. Powerful, enlightening, and hopeful, What My Bones Know is a brave narrative that reckons with the hold of the past over the present, the mind over the body--and examines one woman's ability to reclaim agency from her trauma.

Untamed by Glennon Doyle

ISBN: 9781984801258

Publication Date: 2020-03-10

#1 NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER * Over two million copies sold! "Packed with incredible insight about what it means to be a woman today."--Reese Witherspoon (Reese's Book Club Pick) In her most revealing and powerful memoir yet, the activist, speaker, bestselling author, and "patron saint of female empowerment" (People) explores the joy and peace we discover when we stop striving to meet others' expectations and start trusting the voice deep within us. NAMED ONE OF THE BEST BOOKS OF THE YEAR BY O: The Oprah Magazine * The Washington Post * Cosmopolitan * Marie Claire * Bloomberg * Parade * "Untamed will liberate women--emotionally, spiritually, and physically. It is phenomenal."--Elizabeth Gilbert, author of City of Girls and Eat Pray Love This is how you find yourself. There is a voice of longing inside each woman. We strive so mightily to be good: good partners, daughters, mothers, employees, and friends. We hope all this striving will make us feel alive. Instead, it leaves us feeling weary, stuck, overwhelmed, and underwhelmed. We look at our lives and wonder: Wasn't it all supposed to be more beautiful than this? We quickly silence that question, telling ourselves to be grateful, hiding our discontent--even from ourselves. For many years, Glennon Doyle denied her own discontent. Then, while speaking at a conference, she looked at a woman across the room and fell instantly in love. Three words flooded her mind: There She Is. At first, Glennon assumed these words came to her from on high. But she soon realized they had come to her from within. This was her own voice--the one she had buried beneath decades of numbing addictions, cultural conditioning, and institutional allegiances. This was the voice of the girl she had been before the world told her who to be. Glennon decided to quit abandoning herself and to instead abandon the world's expectations of her. She quit being good so she could be free. She quit pleasing and started living. Soulful and uproarious, forceful and tender, Untamed is both an intimate memoir and a galvanizing wake-up call. It is the story of how one woman learned that a responsible mother is not one who slowly dies for her children, but one who shows them how to fully live. It is the story of navigating divorce, forming a new blended family, and discovering that the brokenness or wholeness of a family depends not on its structure but on each member's ability to bring her full self to the table. And it is the story of how each of us can begin to trust ourselves enough to set boundaries, make peace with our bodies, honor our anger and heartbreak, and unleash our truest, wildest instincts so that we become women who can finally look at ourselves and say: There She Is. Untamed shows us how to be brave. As Glennon insists: The braver we are, the luckier we get.

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Jimi Hendrix-Room Full of Mirrors

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My reading selections for National Native American Heritage Month

As November is National Native American Heritage Month, and as I haven’t had much time lately to read as much as I normally would (this semester has been a busy one!), I thought this time I would tell you all about two books I intend to read this month rather than books I have read.Bridging the gap between spooky season and the rest of autumn, I’ve decided to read Shane Hawk and Theodore C. Van Alst Jr.’s edited volume Never Whistle at Night: An Indigenous Dark Fiction Anthology. This book, first published in September 2023, is a collection of twenty-six short horror stories by Native American and Canadian First Nations authors. Its title refers to an Indigenous belief spanning the continent and transcending cultures that if one whistles after dark, they could risk inviting something sinister into their lives, one example being the Navajo skinwalker, a witch or spirit that can disguise itself as an animal for nefarious purposes. This book was a national bestseller and was nominated for multiple literary awards, including the Bram Stoker Award for Superior Achievement in Anthology, the Shirley Jackson Award for Best Anthology, and the Locus Award.The other book I’m hoping to read this month is Killers of the Flower Moon: The Osage Murders and the Birth of the FBI by David Grann. I just saw the film based on this book a few weeks ago (I’m a little behind the times, I know), and I thought it was a cinematic masterpiece. Lily Gladstone, who plays Mollie Kyle in the film, is a fantastic actress, and it was wonderful to see her bring Kyle’s story into the spotlight. While the subtitle seems to imply that a primary focus of the book is the newly-formed Federal Bureau of Investigation, the film places the focus on Kyle and allows her, through Gladstone, to tell her story as the daughter and sister of a family destroyed by the greed and violence of the white men who sought to take everything from them, and as a survivor of this same greed and violence herself, as her husband and his family tried and ultimately failed to kill her the same way they killed her family. I’m very interested to see what details from the book might not have made it into the (three-and-a-half-hour!!!) movie, and to learn more about this moment in American history.Killers of the Flower Moon by David GrannCall Number: E99.O8 G675 2016ISBN: 9780385534246Publication Date: 2017-04-18Presents a true account of the early twentieth-century murders of dozens of wealthy Osage and law-enforcement officials, citing the contributions and missteps of a fledgling FBI that eventually uncovered one of the most chilling conspiracies in American history.In the 1920s, the richest people per capita in the world were members of the Osage Indian nation in Oklahoma. After oil was discovered beneath their land, they rode in chauffeured automobiles, built mansions, and sent their children to study in Europe. Then, one by one, the Osage began to be killed off. The family of an Osage woman, Mollie Burkhart, became a prime target. Her relatives were shot and poisoned. And it was just the beginning, as more and more members of the tribe began to die under mysterious circumstances. In this last remnant of the Wild West--where oilmen like J.P. Getty made their fortunes and where desperadoes like Al Spencer, the "Phantom Terror," roamed--many of those who dared to investigate the killings were themselves murdered. As the death toll climbed to more than twenty-four, the FBI took up the case. It was one of the organization’s first major homicide investigations and the bureau badly bungled the case. In desperation, the young director, J. Edgar Hoover, turned to a former Texas Ranger named Tom White to unravel the mystery. White put together an undercover team, including one of the only American Indian agents in the bureau. The agents infiltrated the region, struggling to adopt the latest techniques of detection. Together with the Osage they began to expose one of the most chilling conspiracies in American history....

It's Spooky Season!

Spooky season is upon us! Now, while I am not a huge fan of scary stories, I do try to read something Halloween-esque this time of year. I typically read more suspense than straight up horror fiction, but it never hurts to broaden your horizons a bit. I was searching through our catalog to try and find something new to read (I’ve also been in a bit of a readers’ slump) and I thought I would share what I found. So here is a list of some of the library’s spooky reads to get you ready for this Halloween! H.P. Lovecraft's The haunter of the dark and other grotesque visions by Howard Phillips Lovecraft; Alan Moore; John CoulthartISBN: 9781902197234Publication Date: 2014-03-01 Out There Screaming : an anthology of new Black horror by Tananarive Due (Contribution by); Nnedi Okorafor (Contribution by); Jordan Peele (Editor, Introduction by); John Joseph Adams (Editor); N.k. Jemisin (Contribution by); Rebecca Roanhorse (Contribution by)ISBN: 9780593243794Publication Date: 2023-10-03NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER * The visionary writer and director of Get Out, Us, and Nope, and founder of Monkeypaw Productions, curates this groundbreaking anthology of all-new stories of Black horror, exploring not only the terrors of the supernatural but the chilling reality of injustice that haunts our nation. "Every piece is strong and memorable, making this not only likely to be the best anthology of the year, but one for the ages."--The Guardian A BEST BOOK OF THE YEAR: Esquire, Chicago Public Library, CrimeReads A cop begins seeing huge, blinking eyes where the headlights of cars should be that tell him who to pull over. Two freedom riders take a bus ride that leaves them stranded on a lonely road in Alabama where several unsettling somethings await them. A young girl dives into the depths of the Earth in search of the demon that killed her parents. These are just a few of the worlds of Out There Screaming, Jordan Peele's anthology of all-new horror stories by Black writers. Featuring an introduction by Peele and an all-star roster of beloved writers and new voices, Out There Screaming is a master class in horror, and--like his spine-chilling films--its stories prey on everything we think we know about our world . . . and redefine what it means to be afraid. Featuring stories by: Erin E. Adams, Violet Allen, Lesley Nneka Arimah, Maurice Broaddus, Chesya Burke, P. Djèlí Clark, Ezra Claytan Daniels, Tananarive Due, Nalo Hopkinson, N. K. Jemisin, Justin C. Key, L. D. Lewis, Nnedi Okorafor, Tochi Onyebuchi, Rebecca Roanhorse, Nicole D. Sconiers, Rion Amilcar Scott, Terence Taylor, and Cadwell Turnbull. The Only Good Indians by Stephen Graham JonesISBN: 9781982136468Publication Date: 2021-01-26A NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER From USA TODAY bestselling author Stephen Graham Jones comes a "masterpiece" (Locus Magazine) of a novel about revenge, cultural identity, and the cost of breaking from tradition. Labeled "one of 2020's buzziest horror novels" (Entertainment Weekly), this is a remarkable horror story that "will give you nightmares--the good kind of course" (BuzzFeed). From New York Times bestselling author Stephen Graham Jones comes a novel that is equal parts psychological horror and cutting social commentary on identity politics and the American Indian experience. Fans of Jordan Peele and Tommy Orange will love this story as it follows the lives of four American Indian men and their families, all haunted by a disturbing, deadly event that took place in their youth. 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From the Protestant Reformation to contemporary horror films and fiction, he explores four major types: the monster from nature (King Kong), the created monster (Frankenstein), the monster from within (Mr. Hyde), and the monster from the past (Dracula). Drawing upon deep historical and literary research, Braudy discusses the lasting presence of fearful imaginings in an age of scientific progress, viewing the detective genre as a rational riposte to the irrational world of the monstrous. Haunted is a compelling and incisive work by a writer at the height of his powers" The Twisted Ones by T. KingfisherISBN: 9781534429574Publication Date: 2019-10-01 The Haunting of Leigh Harker by Darcy CoatesISBN: 9781728220222Publication Date: 2021-09-07From bestselling gothic horror author Darcy Coates comes a chilling story of a quiet house on a forgotten suburban lane that hides a deadly secret... Leigh Harker's quiet suburban home was her sanctuary for more than a decade, until things abruptly changed. Curtains open by themselves. Radios turn off and on. And a dark figure looms in the shadows of her bedroom door at night, watching her, waiting for her to finally let down her guard enough to fall asleep. Pushed to her limits but unwilling to abandon her home, Leigh struggles to find answers. But each step forces her towards something more terrifying than she ever imagined. A poisonous shadow seeps from the locked door beneath the stairs. The handle rattles through the night and fingernails scratch at the wood. Her home harbours dangerous secrets, and now that Leigh is trapped within its walls, she fears she may never escape. Do you think you're safe? You're wrong. Also By Darcy Coates: The Haunting of Ashburn House The Haunting of Blackwood House Craven Manor The House Next Door Voices in the Snow The Whispering Dead Dead Silence by S. A. BarnesISBN: 9781250819994Publication Date: 2022-02-08A Most-Anticipated Title in Bustle, i09, LitHub, PopSugar, CrimeReads, BookRiot, GoodReads and more. STARRED Review in BookPage! Titanic meets The Shining in this SF horror novel in which a woman and her crew board a decades-lost luxury cruiser and find the wreckage of a nightmare that hasn't yet ended. Claire Kovalik is days away from being unemployed--made obsolete--when her beacon repair crew picks up a strange distress signal. With nothing to lose and no desire to return to Earth, Claire and her team decide to investigate. What they find is shocking: the Aurora, a famous luxury spaceliner that vanished on its maiden tour of the solar system more than twenty years ago. A salvage claim like this could set Claire and her crew up for life. But a quick search of the ship reveals something isn't right. Whispers in the dark. Flickers of movement. Messages scrawled in blood. Claire must fight to hold on to her sanity and find out what really happened on the Aurora before she and her crew meet the same ghastly fate. "Truly un-put-downable in its purest sense." Chloe Gong, #1 New York Times bestselling author of These Violent Delights Imaginary Friend by Stephen ChboskyCall Number: St. Johns River/Palatka Popular Fiction -- PS3553.H3469 I43 2019ISBN: 9781538731345Publication Date: 2019-10-01Single mother Kate Reese is on the run. Determined to improve life for her and her son, Christopher, she flees an abusive relationship in the middle of the night with Christopher at her side. Together, they find themselves drawn to the tight-knit community of Mill Grove, Pennsylvania. It's as far off the beaten track as they can get. Just one highway in, one highway out. At first, it seems like the perfect place to finally settle down. Then Christopher vanishes. For six awful days, no one can find him. Until Christopher emerges from the woods at the edge of town, unharmed but not unchanged. He returns with a voice in his head only he can hear, with a mission only he can complete: Build a tree house in the woods by Christmas, or his mother and everyone in the town will never be the same again. Soon Kate and Christopher find themselves in the fight of their lives, caught in the middle of a war playing out between good and evil, with their small town as the battleground. In a Dark, Dark Wood by Ruth WareCall Number: PR6123.A745 I5 2016ISBN: 9781501112331Publication Date: 2016-04-19When reclusive writer Leonora is invited to the English countryside for a weekend away, she reluctantly agrees to make the trip. But as the first night falls, revelations unfold among friends old and new, an unnerving memory shatters Leonora’s reserve, and a haunting realization creeps in: the party is not alone in the woods.-- Amazon summary....

Questions With No Answers by Mohamed Chawki Mhadhab and A cat, a monster, and a cheerleader walk into a bar… by Brenda Hoffman

Good day, blog readers! In addition to my (Brenda) blog, I've invited Mohamed Chawki Mhadhab to write as well. Chawki is a book club member on the St. Augustine campus, and a student worker in the testing center. Enjoy! Questions With No AnswersWhile I mostly agree with Emerson’s “I cannot remember the books I have read any more than the meals I have eaten, even though they have made me,” I cannot deny that some literary works linger in my mind for years while others escape it the moment I turn to the back cover. I contemplate the reasons that make words on pages an experience I carry with me through life like an indelible ghost scar. Is it the number of dog-eared pages? Is it the fact it was read under mediterranean august heat (a random feature my favorite books surprisingly share)? Is it the new words and mind-bending metaphors? Is it the vehement hollowness and grief that ensue from the last page? Despite having all the above, Ocean Vuong’s On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous has led me to believe that a ghost scar is a question with no answer, for a book lingers by haunting the reader with the unearthed inquiry and the unreached truth. This book lingers. “This book is a cosmic moment.” My experience with a novel transcends the act of reading within the pages to how I got the book and when or where I read it. My aimless downtown stroll turned into a grueling digging at a bookstore. My friend recommended a book a few months before this trip, and I failed to remember the title just as she failed to pick up her phone at that moment. With no specific agenda/book list in mind, I picked up “On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous” in frustration. When we crossed paths again, I asked her about the book she urgently wanted me to read. We screamed in unison when I explained it was the same book I picked up the day she didn’t answer her phone. She said, “This book is a cosmic moment.” Before, it felt so random; then, it felt so destined. Do we pick the book or does the book pick us? In essence, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous is Vuong's letter to his mom in a language she doesn’t understand. This barrier frees him: The narrator’s lived experiences and true feelings come out. Little dog’s story is one of love and pain; one feeding off the other. Relics of war and motherhood, queerness and hopefulness, drug abuse and first love are the contrasting colors used to paint this tragic yet uplifting picture. The reader is taken back and forth between little dog’s memories with his mom (sometimes grandmother) and Trevor, between sweetness and heartache with the people who love him the most and somehow hurt him the most. Is it gorgeous if it is painful? In libraries, this book sits in the fiction section, but for me it tears down the contrived wall separating fiction and nonfiction. Unapologetic, it sits right in between, for Vuong “wanted to start with truth and end with art.” He relies on his life story for the former, and his brilliance with words and language for the latter. The subliminal poetry is embedded throughout the book, but it is mostly shrouded in storytelling. However, there are pages where its mask is taken off: the rhythmic words and poetic structure stand there, naked, as if daring the reader to turn to the next page untouched, unbroken. This poetic prose and fictive nonfiction beg the question: What is a genre? “A page, turning, is a wing lifted, with no twin, and therefore no flight, and yet we are moved,” Ocean Vuong claims. The plot of this novel can be summarized in a few words because its piercing effect is not in the events and jolting plot twists, it is in the metaphors. The author employs them chiefly in two ways. He conveys his feelings and explains his experiences through these universal and impersonal analogies such as his conflicting relationship with his mom and the migration of a colony of monarchs. Thus, he helps his readers empathize, for a moving metaphor is a testimony for an author’s genuineness. On the other hand, he gives the reader a glimpse of his present perspective on these past events. The time he goes from the fact that only children return after the migration of monarchs to the generalization that “only the future revisits the past” is one of the numerous instances I was caught off guard by perspective shifts. I stop to peruse and admire them. Like an archaeologist in a field, Ocean Vuong looks through this metaphoric lens, dissects the details of his stories, zooms in and then out for a clearer, bigger picture. Destruction happens; time passes; ruins remain. Is it the same way, or can art exist without pain? Dear reader, these questions are still unanswered. I hope when you pick up, or are picked up by, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous, it lingers, which is to say you’re left scarred by questions with no answers. A cat, a monster, and a cheerleader walk into a bar… The cat sips his cognac before heading home to his wife and six kids; the monster, a raconteur, tells three stories to a sad boy; and the cheerleader blabs a secret about a dead U.S. National Guardsman. I read and/or listened to three books in as many weeks. Kathryn Hughes’ Catland, Siobhan Dowd and Patrick Ness’ A Monster Calls, and Megan Abbott’s Dare Me. I devised the three-pronged opening to this week’s blog as Pyewacket’s (my orange tabby) daily routine of waking me every morning at 5:30 commenced, so blame him. He’s watching me click the keyboard now as I compose the Catland portion. That’s a lie: he’s ignoring me, awaiting the daylight when he and his sister, Galka (also an orange tabby) can enter the lanai to skulk birds and squirrels. Catland by Kathryn Hughes Hughes' well-researched Catland (which I purchased from Amazon with points) deep dives into our feline friends with competing chapters of the British artist Louis Wain’s cats, and a history of how cats allow (yes, allow) one-third of households in the U.S. to live with them. Chances are you’ve seen Wain’s drawings somewhere. If not, Google his name. If you see cats in clothes, they’re probably drawn by Wain. His early cats feature moms burdened by too many children, while dads are annoyed by wife and the babes. In Wain’s own life, his alcoholic father visited the bars too often avoiding the burden of his six children and nagging wife. This drunk, top-hatted cat returns home to a frightened mama kitty, an event Wain’s mother experienced many times. “I had a terrible fear” Wain’s anthropomorphic cats had good times, too. Catching a play, these well-dressed theatergoers are enthralled by the actors. Warning: kitties weren’t always treated with love, tenderness, and respect. Hughes doesn’t whitewash the disgusting way cats were treated in the mid-late 1800s, so if you’re like some readers who closed the book after a couple of chapters, this self-proclaimed “childless cat lady” suggests you crack open A Monster Calls. A Monster Calls by Siobhan Dowd and Patrick NessBegun by Dowd and finished by Ness after the former’s death from breast cancer, A Monster Calls is a must read for anyone who has lost a loved one. When an anthropomorphic (there’s that word again) yew tree in Connor’s backyard becomes a monster and tells Connor three tales, he comes to accept (through the telling of his own truth) conflicting feelings surrounding his mom’s impending death. Dowd and Ness are children’s authors, and while this book is short and written for children, I had an aha moment concerning my own feelings about my mom who died of cancer in 1991. The catharsis I felt reading Connor’s struggles was palpable, even after all these years. Difficult to put into words, so just read it. You’ll see. The illustrations by Jim Kay fit the theme, too. The Monster Calls on Connor. Don’t want to read the book, watch the movie on Netflix. Liam Neeson voices the Monster. I read this book on Libby’s app. You can borrow the movie from the Palatka and Orange Park campuses. Dare Me by Megan AbbottPrime Video picked up Dare Me as a 10-episode series that you can purchase for $16.99. I’ve not watched the series, and I won’t because the series can’t duplicate the narration of Megan Abbott’s story about ambitious cheerleaders, their bored-with-her-life coach, and a national guardsman who picked the wrong school to recruit future national guards' people. I put Dare Me on my “want to read” list in Goodreads because I mistakenly thought my sister, Suzy also wanted to read the book. I’m glad I made that mistake. Books about cheerleaders and their problems aren’t typically my cup of tea, but this book dared me to get caught up in lives I normally couldn’t care less about. Abbott’s novel is a whodunnit with chameleon characters who surprised me with their depth and/or shallowness. As cliched as it sounds, people are not who they seem to be in this well-paced thriller. That cheerleaders starve themselves to fit into their uniforms, that coaches want said cheerleaders to win tournaments, that supposed happy couples are deeply sad aren’t surprising ideas. However, Abbott turns these ideas on their heads, and before this reader knew it, I was desperate to find out if these athletes would successfully toss a 90-pound, perfectly pony-tailed gal into the air, while her gal pals wait to catch her in their muscled, fake-tanned arms. Also, I didn’t predict who murdered our man in uniform. Remember: I said I won’t watch the series. How can I with these gems (and I’m being serious here)? After a game, it takes a half hour under the showerhead to get all the hairspray out. To peel off all the sequins. To dig out that last bobby pin nestled deep in your hair. Sometimes you stand under the hot gush for so long, looking at your body, counting every bruise. Touching every tender place. Watching the swirl at your feet, the glitter spinning. Like a mermaid shedding her scales. No way a second-rate director can capture these lines in a shot without focusing on the cheerleader’s body, ignoring the serious thoughts in her brain. Listen to this book on Spotify. A cat, a monster, and cheerleader are not in a bar. These larger-than-life characters are at the heart of three worth-reading, memorable, and exciting books. Although my money is on the cat stopping at the bar before heading home to his doting flat mates. A Monster CallsCall Number: PN1997 Monster 2017 DVDTwelve-year-old Conor, dealing with his mother’s illness, a less-than-sympathetic grandmother, and bullying classmates, finds a most unlikely ally when a monster appears at his bedroom window. Ancient, wild, and relentless, the monster guides Conor on a journey of courage, faith, and truth...

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